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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 19, 2014 23:40:58 GMT -6
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Ok maybe they're not that convincing, or rational, or black-and-white whatever.
He's hot and English. London package, snarky, handsome, annoyingly charming. He was like "oh I'm surprised you made it in" and we argued and I was like "it's too bad you didn't go to Cambridge with the rest of the nerds" and somehow, lip lock. Really really good. I wanted him.
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Post by addison macaleid on Feb 19, 2014 23:42:55 GMT -6
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Wanted or want currently?
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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 19, 2014 23:46:49 GMT -6
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Post by addison macaleid on Feb 19, 2014 23:47:28 GMT -6
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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 19, 2014 23:53:54 GMT -6
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He drove here to come fly back with me. What do you think? I feel like a fucking void.
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Post by addison macaleid on Feb 19, 2014 23:56:22 GMT -6
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Shit, Addi. I don't know either.
You barely know this other guy, was it worth it?
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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 19, 2014 23:59:51 GMT -6
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It was nice, new. Refreshing. Someone different, in some weird sense. And undefined and unpredictable.
I don't know. It just worries me about the distance, no one ever makes it. I'm already away a few hours and this happens. What about years later?
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Post by addison macaleid on Feb 20, 2014 0:03:13 GMT -6
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Well if that's how you're thinking about it now then it's not going to last.
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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 20, 2014 0:05:33 GMT -6
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Says the laptop hacker.
Come on, Addison. Distance is difficult, no one is perfect.
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Post by addison macaleid on Feb 20, 2014 0:08:33 GMT -6
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I don't know what you want me to say.
I know what it feels like to be cheated on, it kills you inside. There's a reason my trust issues are still there.
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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 20, 2014 0:13:36 GMT -6
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Well I didn't expect any sunshine.
I didn't cheat on him! I just realistically question our situation. I'm not marrying him, k. You love him so much, you do. It's lucky we're an official couple after our redundant history.
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Post by addison macaleid on Feb 20, 2014 0:31:28 GMT -6
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Well then what do you consider cheating, sleeping with someone else? Do you want to be an official couple even?
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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 20, 2014 8:24:57 GMT -6
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Sleeping with them or getting emotionally invested, ugh I don't know the specific guidelines I've never cheated. I don't know I don't knowwww.
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Post by addison macaleid on Feb 20, 2014 9:56:28 GMT -6
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If you're still interested in this guy then don't you think there's a little emotional involvement? You've got a great guy here you're questioning, and I think you've questioned for a while. I don't know either.
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Post by adelaide sharpe on Feb 20, 2014 18:41:25 GMT -6
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I just realistically wonder about other possibilities. Don't you ever? You were even younger than I am when you got involved with Marc! And I seriously doubt you thought you'd marry him and live happily ever after.
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