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[daisy heishang]

my cousins coming back in town from Washington for school tomorrow and Sunday she's moving all her stuff into her house on campus. All her stuff in in our basement and my parents work so I'll be out of town helping her move and unpack and shit like I do every year. Ill probably stay a day or so because she's my favorite cousin and ill be back by Monday night....maybe. Anyway. Yeah.

[daisy heishang]

So.....I basically burned my index and middle finger to the point where they won't bend and anything touching them hurts because I wanted my pizza so bad.........I may have been blinded by good smells. Anyway. I'm still at my cousins new house. Ill be back tomorrow but I think most l my posts will be mobile or extremely slow until this skin peels and I can use my left hand. Lolol.

[daisy heishang]

And I just fell down a flight I stairs an hour ago and my left arms kind of stiff now....so yeah we'll see.

[marc macaleid]

omg stop trying to kill yourself, woman.

on a serious note, i have been scarred by so many pizzas. i feel you! also will be replying with adam soon, my first draft got eaten by the computer. >:c

[daisy heishang]

I swear I'm not. Sad thing is my fingers got burnt from placing my fingers on the oven rack to shove it back in while it was cranked up to 450 and still on. I was extremely hungry. The stairs....I don't know how that happened. I just laid there for five minutes after. 


Take your time. I'll clearly be writing like a degenerate for a week at least. 

[daisy heishang]

Fingers and shit are healed. My moms throwing a party tomorrow and making Mexican dishes and margaritas and i have to help making those so ill be back around Sunday.

[daisy heishang]

Lol ikr another one. This weekend I'm going out of town on a road trip with my grandparents and my mom. We're basically hitting up southern Indiana, Kentucky, and Mississippi. Maybe some other stops. I'm gonna try and convince them to do New York too for reasons, but nonetheless Friday until like next Sunday I will be goneeeeee and blissful in my absence.

[daisy heishang]

Ok so I've finished my packing but I'm going to a baseball game tomorrow with my cousin and my mom and aunts. I still have laundry to do before we go (have too many clothes) and I have to feed my snake and clean out his cage before we leave Sunday morning which is a chane from the previous Saturday but I'm not complaining. I'll be pretty busy before I go so I'm not going to have time to jump on and I probably won't be on much on the trip either since my grandparents are very active and like to do a bunch of things. I'll be back around in a week or so, but I've also been cleare to work again so I'll be busy updating my résumé and doing interviews and such obviously so if I can get on in between that I will and ill let you know when things slow down. Anyway, I'll see you guys in a week or so.

[eva bello]

There's a chance I may not return at all. I'm not in a good place right now. A friend I've known for a while was apart of a search in Colorado Thursday and I was super hopeful when I found out, but they found her body today. I came home from the greatest day ever to find that out. I'm just not in a good place and I'm not sure if I'm going to have the energy or motivation to pretend I am. I haven't even cried about it yet. I don't think I've accepted it like I should. I'm still gonna go on this trip and maybe things will start looking up but I just can't seem to catch a break with deaths and losing people in my life and its starting to eat away at me and all the good parts of me.

[jesse mccraith]

i'm terribly sorry to hear your loss. i know it must feel like you're in the eye of a big shit storm, but i honestly hope you find some light in the situation. just like we were messaging about, i'm always here for you if you need to talk, vent, rant, whatever. you're incredibly strong, don't forget that.

[evi french]

i'm so sorry for the loss, but maybe a break until you can get your head sorted is a good thing. you're a strong girl and if you need someone to chat with, you know i'm basically always around. try to have a good trip and i hope when you get back things start to straighten out.

[adam kvasha]

well look at rae, trying to push in on my territory. ~~~~
gurl she mine.

[eva bello]

You two are too much but really thank you for caring and having such nice things to say about me. I'm going to try and use this trip as a break. I'm a little better because a very important person in my life has come back around and I love him so he's a good distraction. Hopefully he'll be enough. I think the details the media has I. Her death makes it worst, but again I haven't had the chance to cry about it yet because I don't want anyone thinking I'm going off the deepens. But thank you. I love you guys and if I can ill check in with you two on here during down time on this trip. This means a lot to me, again, so thank you. <3

[daisy heishang]

lets not talk about how i asked a certain someone (elizabeth) to post an away message two days ago but yeah at my cousins on campus and shit and i may or may not be attempting to move up on the latter as twerk queen ok? ok. anyway, i'm here. clearly if i'm not drunk and maybe if i am i'll try to get on since i did bring my laptop or i can steal my cousins, but i am also not at home and at a house full of girls with both of my cousins (one who is crazy ok) so yeah. i'm here, but i'm not. this makes no sense but i did just have an extra large latte so idefk what is up and what is down.

[daisy heishang]

I'm sick. Coughing up infection (oops gross). Basically in and out of sleep at random intervals and delirious half of the time so for the next few days I'm sketchy as fuck. I don't know when I'm gonna be alert or drowsy bc meds so this is just a courtesy post in case I disappear for a few days and don't log in at all~